Amelia Aviles Blog

Photography & Oral History Project – Seeking Participants

The note below is from my Facebook & Craigslist ad seeking more participants for my latest project.  My goal is to create an ongoing series of portraits and oral histories – exploring gender, body image/size, sexuality and race – to be shown in a gallery and web space.  I am so very excited about this project, particularly for two reasons: firstly, I think the stories of people with these experiences aren’t heard nearly enough and secondly, I think that we humans have a great deal in common, despite our differences.  If you’d like to participate in my project, or have any questions, please email me at: amelia [at] ameliaaviles [dot] com.  I hope to hear from you and I look forward to hearing your story!

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Do you identify as genderqueer, androgynous, transgender, intersex, femme, boi or butch? Or are you of mixed racial/ethnic background? Perhaps you are a person of size? Maybe you are many of these labels or something else entirely?

I’m a San Francisco-based, queer, 31 yr old female artist/student seeking people to participate in my audio-recorded oral history and portrait photography project as part of a course at San Francisco State University. The theme of this project is exploring spaces between the cultural binaries that exist within gender, sexuality, race and body size/image. Participants will receive a copy of their photo shoot and a transcript of their oral history. Release form required.

The interviews/shoots will take place in the San Francisco Bay area from November 26th-29th, 2010 (Friday-Monday, though there is some flexibility on dates). If you or anyone you know of may be interested, please contact me here on Facebook or at amelia [at] AmeliaAviles [dot] com.  Additionally, you can find out more about my work at AmeliaAviles.com and AmeliaAvilesPhotography.com.  Thank you for your interest!

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SF Pride and Art Updates

Wow, my last post mentioned the San Francisco LGBT Pride festival & here it is again, the next year later!  Sometimes this blogging thing gets away from me:)  Speaking of the festival, I love Pride week here in SF because it’s like a holy week; Market Street is now lined with rainbow flags, there are more events going on than I can keep up with and there’s a special excitement in the air as everyone makes their plans for the upcoming days.  Last year I totally outdid myself, so this year I’m going to try to keep to a saner pace.  I confess, that’s a hard thing to do, especially since I’m planning on going to the Trans March, Dyke March and the official LGBT Pride Parade, amongst the myriad of other events going on…I’ll just have to stock up on my vitamin C!

So gosh, since my last post in October I’ve been exploring some really exciting places with my work and I’ve been finally feeling like I’m getting into my own authentic groove.  Merging my two loves, my artistry and my study of sexuality & gender, has been both thrilling and challenging: thrilling because it’s been my endeavor for quite some time, but also challenging because I’ve come face to face with old stigmas & baggage that had been buried in my psyche (damn stigmas and baggage).  This work has felt at times like walking through molasses and though that’s a frustration, it’s also been a rich time to really dig in and sort things out.  So what have I been up to?  Well some of the highlights include: developing my burlesque/sex-positive professor persona Lexi Lipstick, which has been a total blast and very rewarding; creating a video piece that explores bondage from a BDSM perspective; making further forays into photographing erotica, which included participation in the Center for Sex & Culture’s photo club shoot of genderqueer porn star Jiz Lee (who’s doing some awesome fundraising work with Karma Pervs, so check it out!); and lastly for now, but most definitely not least, I’ve been exploring & researching Latina/o sexualities, which inspired a website I’ve created, QueerCaribbean.com, that is devoted to providing sexuality & gender identity resources for people of the Caribbean.

Ok, so that’s a pretty good update for now, I think.  In time I’ll be elaborating more on all of it, so keep in touch:)

Paz!

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Locative Media Artists

During this spring I have been drawn to ways that the human body and human emotions can be explored using locative media. My initial thoughts were that this mapping form of art would be particularly useful when I begin working with queer community in the Dominican Republic, but I was having trouble envisioning the scope of this art form and the possibilities within it. In my online explorations of Locative Media, I have discovered some interesting ways that other artists are making conceptual bridges between different communities to help ignite communication, cooperation and understanding (which are definitely goals I have in creating my own work). As I came across artists who do just that (either through geographic or body mapping), I became more and more intrigued by the ways that I could utilize locative media in my own work. Two artists/deigners/works who I find very intriguing are: Shoot Me If You Can by the performance and new media artist Taeyoon Choi and Body Mapping as story and advocacy created by the designer Jane Solomon and implemented in CATIE workshops in Africa. Additionally, I’d like to touch upon my final project entitled TDoR Map, a locative project that utilizes the death statistics from the TransgenderDOR.org website and implements them into Google Earth.

In Taeyoon Choi’s work Shoot Me If You Can, the audience becomes players in Choi’s real-time, real-world interactive game. Players wear numbers on their chests and “shoot” at each other using their cellphone cameras. If the player actually “shoots” another player with their cell camera, they then load the picture up onto Flickr. One thing I love about this concept is that it’s not just another online war game that requires participants to stay indoors, but it brings people outside, away from their computers and encourages in-person interaction. It is also genius in its ability to bring what would ordinarily be a game of death into the realm of silly. To me, there is something exceptional about that; our world is no stranger to war and the fact that Choi has taken a device such as a cell phone and reinterpreted it to be a game device is inventive. Additionally, he is also playfully addressing the dwindling privacy concerns of our culture by making players spy and hunt eachother. A lot could be said about that and I would love to hear what the game was like from the players’ perspective.

Shoot me if you can (2005) performance video from Taeyoon Choi on Vimeo.

In the body mapping process used during CATIE workshops in Africa, created by Jane Solomon, locative media is less about an earth map and more about the map of a person’s life story. Specifically in this case, it’s about the stories of women with HIV or AIDS in Africa. The maps are literally tracings of each woman’s body, which each woman then fills in with symbolism and her personal story. These maps are particularly striking to me as they incorporate a therapeutic use of mapping, which is an aspect of locative media of which I am very interested. The ability of location art to name, place and quite literally identify that which previously seemed ineffable makes it a truly potent medium. More information about Solomon’s work with body mapping and the lives of those infected by HIV can be found here. She also has a project entitled Living With X and more info can be found about it here and here.


Lastly, in my upcoming project TDoR Map, I endeavor to explore aspects that both of the above artists incorporate into their work; namely bridging communities, creating cultural awareness and instigating a sense of catharsis within individuals and groups of people. This piece is the second in a new series of work I have planned to address the lives of those who identify outside of the gender and sexual binary.

My exploration of locative media arts this spring has been intriguing and has definitely encouraged me to further incorporate a locative layer into my work overall. As I mentioned in the beginning of this post, I hope to take what I’m learning about locative media and incorporate it into my future work with queer communities in the Caribbean. It is my belief that through the method of mapping, I can help overcome barriers of language, taboo and fear to bring a greater sense of relief, empathy and pride to individuals, families and cultures at large.

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MUNI & Stress Mapping

My original stress track created with a Garmin GPS unit while I was waiting at the Balboa Park MUNI station. It was frustrating to wait for a train that never came! This was where my idea for mapping stress began.

and then I thought of this…an abstraction of female anatomy:

Explorations of stress relating to one’s own female anatomy (inside & outside the body, born with & surgically created).

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Links About the Alemany Area & Urban Farming

Alemany Farm

Islais Creek – audio memories

Alemany Housing Development research

Project H Design proposal

Urban Dictionary definition of “Alemany”

Interview with Jason Mark about the farm

Another urban farm, Ghost Town Farm, in Oakland

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Alemany Farm & Neighborhood

Recently I visited San Francisco’s Alemany Farm. My project partner and I took two buses to get there and when we got to our drop-off point, the intersection felt like no-man’s land. Strange really, because there were townhouses behind us, freeways in front of us. Just beyond the freeways were more townhouses. To our left was an empty lot for the farmer’s market. To our right was an empty non-building-occupied space; lots of concrete, lots of asphalt. I was delighted to see the colorful art on the panel walls of the farmer’s market structure. They reminded me of the art on the Women’s Building in the Mission.

The noise in the area is tremendous. So loud. Cars, cars, cars. We pass by children playing and riding their bikes as we make our way to the farm. I feel a sense of sadness and fear as these children are playing in a non-child friendly area made dangerous by all of the traffic. Trash litters the sidewalk. Newish townhouses sit so close to the edge of the street. I notice padlocks on some of the doors – they are for sale. They remind me of an apartment I lived in while in Los Angeles – so incredibly noisy. Disturbingly so.

Lots of fence surrounds the farm. My partner and I are afraid we won’t be able to get in. We find an open gate and enter. Feels like Oz. Immediately I notice my stress level reduce as the noise dies down and the vision of green is abundant. We explore the land. Bugs. Shade. Sun. Water! A beautiful black and red bird with the most interesting call. Relaxing. I notice the housing projects nearby. They somewhat remind me of the military housing I lived in as a child. I notice the artichokes. Funny to see the same ones that Paula had just pointed out in class a few days earlier. Wandering the path laid out by stones. Writing down notes. Feeling anxiety knowing that I will have to leave this oasis and re-enter the jarring space that lies just beyond the fence. I don’t want to leave! This feeling gives me ideas for project proposals though. Stress, sound, space, color, peace, psychological impact of daily living in exceedingly noisy outdoor environment – for children and adults, turning the space into a celebratory space – more so than it already is (perhaps a yearly celebration, exploration of what it could be/sound/smell/look like without the freeways). Maybe a musical festival, maybe a market could happen within the housing development during the festival. What about it taking place during one or both of the equinox days?

Here are some videos I found about the area that I really like:

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Walking with GPS




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Bill Viola Event

On September 30, 2009 I attended Metaphysical Medium: The Video Works of Bill Viola at the Berkeley Art Museum and Pacific Film Archive in Berkeley, CA. The artist Bill Viola was present and gave a talk on his work and processes. The works shown were Déserts, The Passing and my personal favorite, Two Women. Death and birth were two reappearing themes, enhanced by artistic explorations in light and color. Two Women was my favorite because it appealed to my senses the most; the water, the female figures, and the slow and deliberate transition from a grayscale to full color view were absolutely stunning. The way in which the actors moved through their space, and literally through a tumbling sheet of water, as the color transition unfolded was quite operatic. The beauty of color, especially viewed after the visual absence of its full spectrum, is something that I cannot forget (quite honestly, it also reminded me of the Wizard of Oz scene when Dorothy begins to leave her house and opens her front door to Oz). I would love to incorporate that somehow in a work of my own, though I do not yet know what that might be…nevertheless, it’s something to store in my mental files for sure. I’m also certain that the sensual combination of human forms and water also lead to it’s appeal. All in all, it was a piece that has definitely made it’s mark on the landscape of my art experiences. Two Women felt very different from the two other works shown, so I was delighted to find on Viola’s website other works that explore water and human form, notably The Last Angel, The Crossing and Ocean Without a Shore.

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Multi-Media Event at the CSC

Earlier this year I attended a dual preview night of Thank You for Being Urgent by Silas Howard and Slightly Real Confessions of a Poser by Lynnee Breedlove (both former band members of the queer/dyke punk band Tribe 8). The opening performance art piece was by Heather Acs. The show was hosted at the Center for Sex and Culture in San Francisco on August 31, 2009. This multi-media event consisted of video, photos, performance & music. The themes of the show were exploring queerness, coming-of-age stories and transman identity (Howard included work on Billy Tipton, the famous jazz musician who, upon his death, was revealed to be transgendered). Though it was a preview night, I appreciated the mixing of mediums and was inspired to do so within my own performance work. The themes of the show were especially poignant for me and I was moved most when each piece got to what seemed like the heart of the performer.  Both of the headliners spoke quite a lot about their own experience during their performances and being able to experience that was beautiful.

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Harvey Milk for Everyone

"Harvey Milk for Everyone" by Atsuko Morita

"Harvey Milk for Everyone" by Atsuko Morita

Since I’m a queer-identified woman who is very happily out, and because today is National Coming Out Day, I thought it most appropriate to post “Harvey Milk for Everyone,” a photo collage by Atsuko Morita.  I, along with many others, was photographed for this awesome piece while parading around at this years San Francisco LGBT Pride festival.  See if you can spot me (hint: I’m in front of a green background wearing a rainbow boa)!

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